* nothing changed *

finally HE is here.
but the moment we met up,
silence around us.
although we did not say anything out,
something happens in between,
the reason why of we choose not to say is not to have any unnecessary argument.
but i don't think it helps.

i was so hungry after the class,
i did not have dinner before the class because i was rushed to the bursary.
went to have dinner with HIM,
as i said at first we did not talk.
anyhow we did at last.

sometimes i wonder should i keep those shit away instead of saying out?
i pretty sure that once saying out the truth,
the argument will never end.
perhaps we shouldn't say anything and keep in heart?
i don't know.
that's maybe what people said being in a relationship does not get easy like what we thought,
we like keep going towards and facing the new challenges which we never know,
if you able to go on to the next stage,
you will gain new experience and better awareness.
so that is why some of the "players" like us lose in the stage and it tells you " game over" =)