* chap goh meh *

time flies ~
today is the last day of CNY..
whats ya plan during the "chap goh meh",
throwing oranges/apples into sea to look for a better partner?
i never done this before although i heard about it.
this year,
darius, yee hwa , HIM and i were having steamboat together at home.



just four of us having steamboat but we bought a lots of dishes. =S
at last we cant finish all.. hahahaha...

Our menu was:
a) Vegetables
b) Prawn
c) Chicken
d) assorted balls * fishball, meatball, cuttlefish ball* dont think dirty k? =P
e) Crabstick
f) Taiwan sausage
g) Dumpling
h) Abalone
i) Assorted mushroom * my favorite which that cant missed!!*
j) Red wine

woohooo ~~ drooling right?
we were so enjoyed in eating steamboats,
keep talking and joking around. =)
we were late for the movie where we did not realise the time was running so fast,
2 hours dining time was not enough for us,
as you can imagine how crappy we were. =P



when the movie end, the clock strike to 12am.
72 tenants ends our CNY with a happy ending,
as we keep laughing throughout the movie. =)

* Grand cineplex *

not sure did you heard about "Grand cineplex"?
for me i did not.
it was so strange to me when i heard it.
anyhow,
my mum keep ask me to buy movie ticket since the day of Grand Cineplex was opened.
especially she told me she wants to watch "Avatar". =.='''
okay, bought 4 movie tickets,
where papa, mama, HE and i will be going to watch together,
kinda excited feeling when i bought the ticket,
more than 10 years i did not watch movie with my parents.



14 blades - starring by Donnie Yen.
he was so cool and awesome.
i love his action and his move of how he play his real kung fu. :D
my parents did enjoy the movie too tonight.
we went home so happily after the movie.
feel like we were so close to each other although HE was not our family's member yet.
i love this feeling..
so comfy ~~~ =)

* HC & KC's fairwell*

today is HC & KC's last day in Intel...
they were leaving at the same time together...
kinda miss them and wish the luck in future..
weird feeling inside.

get a call from uncle,
he told me that Gilbert admitted in Lam Wah Ee hospital.
i told him i will pay a visit after my work.
went home and pack up my things where i'll going back later.
talk on the phone for an hour ago...
and finally 3 words end the argument. =)

visit gilbert at Lam Wah Ee wad.
he has viral fewer and doctor asked to admit where his temperature keep on and off.
after that i drive back home,
mum promised to cook dinner else she will be going dinner with me,
when i reached home i saw her slept on the bed,
with a tired look by telling me to settle my own dinner. =(
i search around the kitchen to find some foods,
it ends with nothing. LOL!
then i cook instant noodles with adding ingredients into it..
and it comes out with ~~ tada ~~



a big bowl of mushroom+ fishball +vegetables tomyam maggie mee ~~
yeeeheee ~~~ ^^
*whispering* i slept on the sofa after my meal,
i guess i was to tired.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.... :D

* something unwanted to know *

i knew myself so well than the others,
include anyone who is close to me,
because i am who i am * sounds lame right*
i don't denied to what people said about me,
no matter is compliment or complain,
neither of the C&C which i mentioned,
i do accept it.
and i do admit sometimes my expression shows my feeling where myself did not realise at all,
lots of people said i look so ego when the first impression on me.
i truly believe that if a person with you for certain period,
you will at least get to know his/her behaviour. character and etc much more better compare who less contact with,
and that's when GOD created us to being in a relationship,
which give us time to learn to tolerate among each other,
and observe and see whether he/she is the one.

i get to know something unwanted to know tonight,
it was fucking hurt and it did make me felt so unhappy.
i never knew i was a such person that someone thought.
i was like fucking 'cheap' as they told me,
seriously i wouldn't care are they being serious or just joking around,
as those words already goes into my ear..
and then it process in my mind where it transmit the message into my brain,
then a signal transfer to my eye,
and that's when my tears drop after i listened.
i cried so hardly and loudly,
no one hears me.
i was telling myself not to cry and whenever i cried, i thought of music.
i look into my iPhone and search for a song to calm myself down *where usually it makes me cry more harder*
and i found this song - dry my eyes.
it cheers me up and i do stop crying after that.
i start to realise i am able to stand the loneliness and sadness alone,
which i used to call my best bud and express my feeling,
everyone is busy with their own life and i shouldn't be so selfish,
perhaps if i did not call them they will be less worry about me, am i right?
i hope am still a little girl in their heart * sometimes i wonder I'm no longer*
and sometimes i do feel very lost,
then i will thought of negative ways ~ *slap*

turn off the songs and set silent mode on my phone,
the phone keep ringing and blinking,
i keep it far away from me so that i can ignore it.
wipe off my tears and put on my blanket,
i told myself is time to sleep and then i close my eyes.
is hardly to sleep at the moment but after a couple of hours,
my eyes couldn't stand it anymore and then i sleep so soundly till the next morning.

p/s: i am not that weak as u thought, i am stronger that you'll never expected. and is all just depends on me either i want it or not.

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oh ya!
just before i forgotten this let me voice out here,
someone is trying to behave sooooooooooo good these days,
being ignore was sooooooooo fun huh?
i couldn't bother any of this,
because this was really fucking annoying to me...
hohohoho.. cny is going end soon,
let's see how many days it could left to be sooooooo wonderful...
and now i started to know why some of others will change to evil in a sudden...
i think i could understand their feeling,
to certain people like them, that's the best way to be treated i can say.

i can be an angel to you if you're good to me,
i can be a devil to you if you're trying to do sth bad on me.. =P

* nothing changed *

finally HE is here.
but the moment we met up,
silence around us.
although we did not say anything out,
something happens in between,
the reason why of we choose not to say is not to have any unnecessary argument.
but i don't think it helps.

i was so hungry after the class,
i did not have dinner before the class because i was rushed to the bursary.
went to have dinner with HIM,
as i said at first we did not talk.
anyhow we did at last.

sometimes i wonder should i keep those shit away instead of saying out?
i pretty sure that once saying out the truth,
the argument will never end.
perhaps we shouldn't say anything and keep in heart?
i don't know.
that's maybe what people said being in a relationship does not get easy like what we thought,
we like keep going towards and facing the new challenges which we never know,
if you able to go on to the next stage,
you will gain new experience and better awareness.
so that is why some of the "players" like us lose in the stage and it tells you " game over" =)

* E & O buffet dinner *

TY said wana go for a "lou sang" during lunch time,
he said we are going with zack,
supposingly we are having buffet dinner because of zack,
due to zack's personal mistake where he booked the wrong ticket,
he will not be attend the dinner to night. >.<'''

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i skipped my induction today,
where i have no class and tonight i need to attend my buffet dinner.
luckily ms malar promised to give me another 'personal' induction in next week, =)

then od cos i went for the dinner,
cant wait to go ~~
as i do love the foods there ~~

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we all do enjoy the dinner sooo much ~ =)
i ate a lots of oyster again, *is a must!!*
salmon and etc...
gain weight during cny's period,
*dont care* heeeee.... ^^
keep crapping around and took picture everywhere,
too bad that my camera out of batt as im using it too much during lunch time.. =(
anyhow lots of pic still were taken,
and i promised i will be back here again!!

i love E&O buffet ~!!! :D

* back to college *

okay ~ is my very first day to college today,
im a ex-tarc student previously,
currently im a segian ~ =)
is pretty helpful and friendly of those in the bursary, admin and etc.
they will just explain to you very detail if you have any enquiries.
so happy that i get to know this sem i have no examinations require,
but only lab and tutorial work ~ heeeee.... ^^Y

seriously after finish my class,
i walk to get my car.
my car is just beside the school of degree's building,
however the place was so quiet and dark i can say,
as u know that beside the greenhall was beach ~
kinda dangerous if you have to wak alone especially girls.
hmmm...
no doubt im quite worry about it because beside my car there is another indoor carpark with lights off,
is just like you will grab by anyone at anytime in anywhere without seeing the person's face,
because it was too dark...!!
*sigh* ='(
wish i could find a better parking in front of the college so that it will be safer...
*praying hard*

* Kek Lok Si *

lai lai lai ~~
show you guys some of the picture which i cap from my iphone's camera,
it might be cacat as it only has 3 mega pix nia..
so forgive about tht k? ^^











is beautiful right?
today me, darius and yee hwa came to kek lok si for a visit,
each year during cny's season,
kek lok si will lights one for 15 days..
so you will only can see it in these 15days nia lor...

the very first time i use to play dslr,
i was taught by yee hwa of how to use a dslr to cap pic..
i have a intention to own one suddenly.. >.<''
lots of knowledge and skills to know about dslr,
the ISO, the brightness, and etc...
anyway, still having funs here with them... =)

* Hadyai day trip 2 *

woke up in the morning,
while waiting for uncle's wong family to ready,
mum n i was eager for foods.
so we walk to nearby kopitiam for breakfast.
i was impressed by the decoration of the shop.
the walls were written or signed by whoever came to the shop.
all you need to do is ask the shop owner to pass u a marker pen then that's it!
the wall was full of writing and signs,
my dad n mum's was included.
if you found that you've no more place to write,
dont worry!
you can draw on the ceiling and that has no problem for them.. :D



just when im having my breakfast,
admin office from college was calling me,
telling me that my class starts on monday!!
gosh ~ i have yet to prepare myself,
including buying new stationary *as i lost all after my diploma* =S

walking around the town area...



and of cos we a place we must go - TOP supermarket,
lots of things are cheaper if compare to here,
head n shoulder shampoo only RM9.90 each after convert.
wao!!! incredible huh ~
after 2days 1 night trip to hadyai,
is time for massage adee... ^^

and we end our hadyai trip after this...
conclusion is fund to be here again!

p/s: who dont like hadyai? i do love it so much!!! weeeee ~~

* welcome to hadyai *

if you do read my blog,
you do sure knew that i often go to hadyai,
as my mum do love hadyai so much,
and so do us. =)
i was told that hadyai has cny ambience during cny seasons,
last year i did not came with my family,
so this year i promised her i will accompany her by applying my AL.
at last i made my promised. =)

once reach hadyai,
the first meal we had was "lee garden sky buffet"

after our buffet meal then we went to walk around..
to 'digest' those foods which we've just ate..
heee..... ^^

the spicy chilli with vege.. is hot but is nice! ^^


fried vege and lime steam fish


fried kappa and eggy crab


grill fish and smelly petai

after the lovely meal,
we went to walk around.
it was crowded everywhere.
and the air was so warm... =(
okie, have to stop here..
tomorrow will be shop again! hee....

* 5.6 gathering *

plan to go to bed already,
but after i saw a missed call appear on my phone's screen,
no doubt im going out. =P

aiwen called me out for 5.6 gathering,
is been a few years i did not go for ANY gathering since form 5.
*shame*=S
but we still are the craziest 5.6 ever had though we seldom meet!
*heeee... :D*
okay, let the picture shows......



-snap, snap, snap...



- gals... gals... gals...



- say cheesee..... =)

and.. where were all the guys went?
here there were...



- busy gambling.. xD

there were lots more picture way to go..
but is not with me as i forgotten to bring my camera.. =(
after the gathering,
we went to pelita for supper.
after that we end the gathering with saying goodbyes.
only left me and gor gor for crapping beside the road path.
is been 2.30am in the morning,
so surprisingly i was still lepak in sp!!
*usually i will sleep around 10pm in sp as ntg to do ma*
dad called me up and chase me home.
so we ended our conversation and went home happily.

p/s: i was looking forward for another gathering.. =)

* pizza hut *

HIS dad drop him at pg..
so HE has no transport to go home.
okay, which means i have to drop HIM home. >.<
we went for dinner on our way home,
drop by at the nearest pizza hut.
at first we plan to go for another place,
but both of us agreed that we such a long time did not step into pizza hut already.
*i guess the very last time i came to pizza hut is the time i met up my auntie, and i did not have any meal.*

the menu has changed to a new kind,
* i think we've been million years din come for a visit already, LOL *



then we ordered HIS fav's pizza and fyi,
i dont like to eat pizza,
i only come and enjoy spagetti, garlic bread/breadstick and mushroom soup only.
sounds weird right?
i knew how weird it was when you come to a pizza shop but you did not order for pizza.
ahahahahahaaahahaha... xD
is just like a bowl of bak kut teh,
you dont eat the meat but u only eat the mushroom and soup...
and yes!!
i am the one who did like this. :D

mushroom soup with lotsa lotsa of cheeeeeeeeeeeese powder... =D



Our regular lava craft cheese island supreme pizza
* in the end i eat half piece of a slice only =P*



my seafood spagetti,
i was seduced by the mussels,
droooooooooooling ~~~ xD
* actually not that nice as it looks. >.<*



saw my cousin's car on our way out,
saw aunt them and soon han having dinner @ plus two
* that's where we plan to go at first, LOL*
straight away drop HIM home after that,
but HIS family went out already. *sigh*
no choice, drop him at sunway since HIS family were there.
planned to go bai nian with his family,
everything prepared well included oranges, sweets, nuts...
maybe next time.. =)

again,
played mahjong at aunt house... ^^
and again!!
almost 2am already...
>____________________________<''''''

* bored in the office *

can you imagine how bored am i in the office?
did you see my panda eyes? >.<
not much call but do have lots of emails to reply!! aiks...
today left me n leo as coverage.


plan to buy bus ticket but aeroline has no longer ticket for sales. =(
so went to DOME for dinner with yan,
*ops, i have no pic to show as i forgotten to bring my hp out* -___-''''
and we did have J-co yogurt before we back home.
yummy ^^b
went to aunt house to meet them up.
promised to play mahjong with them tonight.
and...
i lose lar...!! haiz..
but nvm lar.. i lose to aunt n uncle..
is bad to win their money oso la hor..
*self convince* =P

finally HE is here...
and did we found the best solution?
i hope we did. =)

* tired *

is tiring if you did not have enough sleep for few days..
especially from cny's eve onwards,
i can say that my sleeping time was around 6 hours.
for you, you might think it was more than enough,
but for me, no! =(
i need at least 8 hours of sleeping time for me to rest,
else you will see my tiring face.
went to bai nian with aunt in the afternoon today,
bringing them oranges as respecting and manners of cos.

i was too tired to go anywhere and gilbert promised to call me when they're back to home,
as they were going to grandma house just now.
i took my dinner at aunt house after couple hours of nap.
it doesnt help much but feel much more better than no sleep at all.
again, im late to bed again. haiz..
hope 2ml im able to wake up for working..

* CNY 1 *

祝大家：
新年快乐，虎年行大运！
还有，
情人节快乐，有情人中有眷属!

cny and valentine's day fall on the same day,
did you manage to celebrate both occasion in the same day?
nope, i did not.
well, im in the cny mood now,
we postponed it. =)

went to grandma house for visiting ~
took angpows from relatives,
then as usual we do gambling,
while grandma them were playing mahjong.
basically i prefer mahjong more than playing cards,
i dont really enjoy playing cards like others do,
i saw them like to rub the card so hard with the hope of calling the number that they want.
hahahahaha..
i prefer rub the mahjong cube more. ^^

cousiessss ~~~ =)



went to starbucks with my ji mui - ah kuan!
oh ya, we have a date on coming sunday! =)

is valentine day,
i date jor 3 guys,
my siginas.. ^^
love them so much ~~


we went to oriental to sing K...
came back around 2am..
2ml gotta work samo..
haiz..

starting to regret.... >____<