* 心 *

请问一颗心可以被几个人夺去？

很想问，

一个人，

可以爱上两个人？

还是，

只有他？

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有些东西没看到好过看到，
奇怪的感觉。

* old town *

a small gathering between us after my class,
we went to old town for catch up with each other.
six of us - chendy, eileen, Ju, Lin cheong, Seng and i.
surprisingly i saw mooi leng's new hairstyle.
her hair changing to curl like mine.
and is nice! =)

we used to chat like the way we talk before,
nothing changed,
but the people who come foe gathering is changing everytime,
every of us are growing up and we have our own things to do and path to go.
i wonder another next five years,
what would we be?
will us still able to sit down like now to talk like no body business?
will us still contact each other like now?

i hope so. =)

Friend:

• One who entertains for another such sentiments of esteem, respect, and affection that he seeks his society aud welfare; a wellwisher; an intimate associate; sometimes, an attendant.
• One not inimical or hostile; one not a foe or enemy; also, one of the same nation, party, kin, etc., whose friendly feelings may be assumed. The word is some times used as a term of friendly address.
• One who looks propitiously on a cause, an institution, a project, and the like; a favorer; a promoter; as, a friend to commerce, to poetry, to an institution.

* the revenge *

i'm getting hectic with the lecturer seriously,
he is trying to revenge on us lately.
i think mr.sunny talk with him about the review,
and he purposely to make us in difficult way,
we all felt if what he did.
yes we did.

the homework of the day:
1) Hands up Lab 5,6,7
2) Hands up Tutorial Week 6
3) Listing all the classes for individual coursework and draw class diagram for each
4) Draw the class diagram and use case diagram which is in the case study, hands up by next week

and this is the revenge.

* zzz *

sleepy + tired

make me can't concentrate in class,

and i just wanna go home,

and sleep,

like no body business.

^^Y

* *

theme of the day - BedRoom

finish up my photo shooting with yumi today.
enjoy the process and having fun there.
once again,
thanks to Beng, Darek, Joey & PJ.
thanks for everything... =)

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love to spent time with HIM so much,
today we went to Ipoh where i need to accompany HIM.
the journey is long and boring,
but we still enjoy it.
oh ya,
HE bought me an OSIM Umama hug..
not really buy for me..
but mostly im using of it.. LOL...
and this massager is awesome!
you should have it one if you like massage like me.
is definitely same as human punching your shoulder,
how great it was!

and i love it so muchie ~
thanks baby ~ <3

* photo shooting day 1 *

theme of the day:

a) rock girl
b) tea time
c) beach

this 3 theme,
is kinda weird for me.
especially ROCK GIRL.
hmmm..
i dont really even realize i got ROCK face which attached to me since i was born. >.<'''

we went mcD for breakfast,together with joey, Darek and beng.then we start our session @ upper penang road.
im kinda nervous and my expression looked numb as i duno what to do next.during the photo shooting session,
i was not used to it where there were 4 cameras heading on you and you'll heard the camera's snapping sounds."cit cak.... cit cak.. cit cak.."
for non experience so called as model of me i have no idea where to see,
how to pose and what's expression i should show.
but still manage to make it at last.
*relieve* phew ~

we went to starbucks coffee after the photo shooting session,

a strawberry and cream frappucino quench my thirst away.

how enjoy we were.

then we went to prangin mall for lunch + lepak ing.

and very first time saw ah niu on the stage.
and he looks kinda casual with his outfit.
next station, we went to youth park to hunt for some nice scenery,
but 天不作美,
started to rain when we reach there.
so we had to change our venue to somewhere with shade.
i suggested to go tea house where we could have our break and take some nice pic with nice lighting there.
we kept "cho siao" at there and having fun too.
learned how to boil tea with the equipment which given.

is almost 5sth in the evening,
we went to beach for shooting again. and at last we did make it successfully.

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went to may garden for dinner tonight, pre-celebrate Ashley's birthday.
all of us having great dinner,
and she likes my pressie very much,
as i see her kept playing the toy which i gave to her.

another shooting day by tomorrow. is tiring today yet fun. =)

sharing some of the picture @ here.

* last minutes shopping *

okay, rush to qb after class,
did my last shopping around 9sth in the night.
kinda excited yet nervous for tomorrow's photo session.

i'm waiting and waiting,
got my clothing, make up stuff, heels and other stuff which needed.
set my alarm clock to 6am in the morning,
where i will have an hour time to prepare myself before going out.
get enough sleep so that i wont become like panda.

okay, good night then. :)

p/s: im freaking nervous and excited !!

* shot head *

if you have a gun,

please aim my forehead,

steadily and sharply,

and shoot on me.

no doubt please.

im feeling dead right now.

i guess something went wrong with me.

since tonight.

* special day *

♥ a special day ♥

for


you


and


for


me

!!

:)

* wise *

Darius talks a lot to me these days,
he told me to think wisely,
and teach me how to handle difficult task when faced it.
and i did learned a lot too.
i started to realize this world isn't the dream story that we thought,
it is real and realistic.
what we gave to others maybe not get any return from them.
maybe you are trying to help some one but end up you will accuse by them.
you are trying to be good in sth but end up people says they will not all like you.
they only thought that you are stupid enough.
even family, relationship or friendship,
it doesnt matter what type of it,
we should think properly and think wisely before any decision has been make.

thanks darius! =)

* stress out *

i'm freaking stress with those words!!
what had happen these days?
is kinda unlucky for the past week i had!

everything came across with money, money and money!
come on! im not earning 10K per month ya..
and im not that rich as you guys thought.
can i have my own life and freedom?

im truly sad and upset with what they had done.
and YOU.

* Good girl *

become a good girl today,
helping my mum to keep the house and do all the house chores.

won mahjong today!!
but i used the money to buy vege stuff for grandma! =)

i cant imagine and tell how guai am i dee?
but i knew i was!!! muahahahahahahahhaha xD



having dinner with mum and bro,
a new place to discover,
steam tua-pan & lemak curry fish..
yummy!
just realize that SP also got lots of nice food to have! =0

* 人生的报告 *

第一次我进警察局去报案，
做了一份报告。
也是第一次看到警察那么的勤劳。
警察到我的学院去，
好像你在电视里看见的C.S.I一样，
来案发现场去调查，
审问之类……
可是是做样子而已啦，
你以为马来西亚的警察真的像美国的C.S.I么？

希望妈咪没发觉我拿的iPhone并不是我的。>.<'''''

* moodless *

cant even sleep well last night,
woke up in the early morning and wait for Ben to fetch me.
we went to college and look for the bursary,
cause we need to check the CCTV which is in the lift,
we seems like nuts who kept asking people around where to go,
who to find and etc,
end up!!
they tell last night CCTV connection problem so cant record it.
feeling like want to say "stop bullshit in front of us la"

then Ben brought me to Gurney and treat me ice cream.
seriously i have no mood at all to do anything,
kinda sad when i knew it will not coming back to me again.
then we went to red box to release tension.
thanks Ben for accompany me for whole day especially the ice cream treat.

who is helping me and who is don't,
i can see it.
and thanks GB for lending me you iPhone.
appreciate the effort which you guys given to me.

* the lost *

i dont know how to describe my "sui-ness" today,
my iPhone couldnt switch on in the morning,
and i was so uncomfortable without my iPhone.
so during lunch time i rush to Maxis to repair it and finally is done.

went to class as usual at night,
but i left out my phone in the computer lab.
first i thought there must be someone playing the fool with me,
keep my iPhone away while im not around,
after checking and asking around,
everyone started to help me to look for my phone.
we kept calling and the phone is ringing for another 30 minutes time,
end up it disconnected.
okay! my iPhone is lost. *wtf*

Ben bought me a temporary sim card and cheer me up,
he knew i was kinda sad and keep comfort me.
i did not drop any tear in front of anyone,
but when im alone, yes i did.
i felt lost in the way og have no iPhone with me.
Nowadays, mobile phone was so important to our life,
and it already considered as part of our life which is couldn't live without it.

barred my phone line and called up to Apple center for seeking help,
but helpless.
i couldn't sleep well tonight even though i lye on my bed.
almost dawn,
my tiredness allow me to rest.

*如果 *

如果，
人没有了氧气，
是否会很难过，幸苦以及窒息？

那么，
拥有了氧气，
是否会比较开心，好过？

如果，
我拥有选择，
我宁愿变成风。
我不需要任何物体或是生物来让自己生存。
我要自由的漂流，
有云儿的陪伴，
偶尔闪电以及雨水的作伴，
那也可是一种快乐。
最开心的时候，
就是拥有雨后的彩虹。
不仅在我的生命里添加了色彩。

* Sun day *

guess what is this?



dont ever shock/ feel disgusting with this bowl of food!
maybe you will wonder "what the heck is this bloody bowl of noodle it was?!!"
hohoho... this is what we called as 红酒面线.
the taste is awesome and absolutely nice!
i used to eat this since i was small,
my grandpa is 福州人,
this dish is one of their traditional dish among all,
and you can only eat this @perak - the village.
but i guess you wont see this in the town,
only home cook will have it.
it cooked with ginger, and the red wine.
perhaps you should try this if there is any chance of seeing this.

arrggghhh!! PISA was so crowded and packed!!!
sweating and feeling warm in it.]
especially the weather is really killing us,
i made somethings i felt so weird and uncomfortable today -
i crawl over the grill just to cross over the gate to get into PISA,
where i wore skirt jean today. *wtf*
although no one sees that and i did cover it so tightly * i think even ant also can't go in d*
but it still weird for me to do this!!
duh, Ben is the one who i want to blame on!! *dont care*
knew a "ang moh" today - .
he was so friendly and nice!
we went to PISA together and bringing him along,
we were talking so happily all the way.



okay wookay! finally i bought my external hard disc!!!
wooooots woooots!! =D
1 tera bytes of Samsung HDD with 3 years limited warranty,
the outlook is cool and elegant,
finally i can say buhbye to my old HDD where it has be with me for 4 years time.

brought my aunt after visiting KC @ Specialist Hospital.
i was so hungry and every single restaurant was full of queue.
so at last we choose to go for dinner.
i ordered my favorite main course and a tea time special for sharing.


- buckleberry -


- pots of luck -

at first i thought it was too small portion for two of us,
but end up we cant even finish all... >.<''''
we were so full until we gave up at last.
then, went to borders and Toy R'us for a visit to look for pressie for Sean & Ashley,
and yes! i found one for each of them. =)

p/s: CT, i found a pressie for your niece too!! =P

* starbucks night *

having bottle of citrus crush and Tiramisu @ Starbucks,
together with mum and my bro.
i was here again to online where my house don't own any internet connection. *sigh*
because of this then i stand a chance to be here. =P *evil laugh*
talked to the barista at there,
asking whether there is any vacancy cos i wan ask for my bro,
but he said there will only open in June.
so for those who wanna work @Starbucks, please do take note ya! =)
having coffee while surfing the net for couple of hours.
we brought each lappie with us and 3 of us were busying surfing the net,
especially my mum. =.=''''
she was so busy with her Farmville and keep asking me to ask my friend send gift to me.
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things came across us,
no words can explain the feeling of heartache,
talk so nicely but every single word kills.
different opinion and perspective,
different people and different things,
glad that things end up at last,
where the common three little words came to a conclusion.

* format *

learned how to format a pc,
okay, maybe u think that im so stupid enough.
for an IT student who dont even know how to format a pc,
what a shame right? -_______-'''''
anyway how, now i already knew how to format a pc.
at least i tried and is better than some of them who dont. =P
i do appreciate mr.yeoh's effort who is so patient to teach me how to format my pc,
he is a good and responsible lecturer,
and he is friendly with us too.
he was so helpful and guiding us on whatever things that we dont know.
*a big thank for mr.yeoh!*

mum came to pg with my bro today,
brought them to pulau tikus for supper,
and they did enjoyed the foods there.
then we went home happily.
is pretty better to drive home with them,
at least i wont be so sleepy or bored if i drive alone along the way back home. =)

* surprise *

a surprise is coming up soon!
cant wait!
excited!
wooooots wooots!!!

=)

* best lecturer *

so angry with the lecturer today,
he was so sucks and the worst lecturer i ever seen.

his strength:
1) keep finding ways to 偷懒
2) lazy to give us the material
3) still keep teach us the same thing
4) keep telling us " you are getting better than the first time already"
5) keep telling us " if you are confuse, means you are getting better already"
6) when you have a question for him, he will tell you " i already gave you the answer, you still want to argue with me, now i'm giving you the answers"
7) ask us to copy/modify the logbook by ourselves if we wish to copy others
8) ask us to do our own tutorial without explaining.
9) saying that he is good that he will not request us to pass up the tutorial.
10) ask us to write that we had tutorial every week in the logbook where it never exist before.

woooooots!! he is the best lecturer i ever seen! LMAO!! xD

i plan stay in office till 6pm to finish my part of assignment,
but baby gave me a surprise today,
HE came and find me and he booked the movie ticket.



- clash of the titans -

no doubts is a great movie i can say,
although it was an action movie,
but i do really enjoy it.
again, it was another happy for me to be with HIM.

thanks baby!

* when somebody start to let go of somebody*

is time for somebody to forget and let go of somebody,
is time for the somebody to have their own life,
is time for somebody make up their mind ,
is time for somebody waking up from all those past,
is time for somebody start to work hard for their future,
is time for somebody to go ahead of what they want,
is time for somebody to find a new one,
is time for somebody to find their own solution,
is time for somebody to cry alone,
is time for somebody to solve the problem alone,
is time for somebody not to depends on somebody,
is time for somebody to concentrate on something else,
is time for somebody to learn,
is time for somebody to grow up,
and,
is time for somebody to stay happily with somebody.

* Cheng Beng *

went to pray my uncle today,
is been around 10 years we did not come and pray him.
so my mum asked us to recognize the road and learn how to come here.
the weather was so hot and we cant really stand the sun burn.
but my dad really superb in standing under the sun,
and he still able to smoke without any shade.


my uncle's " bungalow"
this make me recalled back 10 years ago.
i remember i was so young, standard six.
to attend the funeral,
i have to photocopy the decease letter and the death certificate to my class teacher.
and, uncle likes to "kacau" and tease me when i was small,
he always asked me " how come your hand so hairy?" LOL..
but i knew he likes to joke with me among all the grandchildren.
sometimes he makes me recall of him,
i still can remember his face so clearly.

happy cheng beng to uncle, grandpa!

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another wonderful outing with a movie called - Alice in the wonderland. =)

* the crazy thing *

mum did something crazy today,
she told us to drop her at saloon where she wants to dye her hair,
we went to grandma house while waiting for her.
couple hour later,
mum called us up to ask us to fetch her and bring her money cos she has not enough money to pay,
and very coincidence our car was low in petrol and i dont have money in my purse,
so does my bro. =.=''''
so i decided to go withdraw money at the nearest bank and then pump the fuel before fetch my mum.
i told my mum that im going to pump the fuel before fetching her.
we reach the saloon after 20 mins time and we saw mum walking out from the saloon angrily.
she claimed dont need us to fetch her as she can walk back home by herself.
we like feeling lost and we did not did any wrong with this.
she was so mad and keep walking so fast without bothering us at all.
we shout at so loudly at the street and my bro keep chasing her,
we feel like crazy people who keep shouting to the front people,
like doing monkey show to everyone who just beside. *wtf*
while i keep driving the car to one taman to another taman to block here from walking the small path.
at last, i chase her till my house area and i started to get mad.
i straight away drive the car way back home,
and do my own things.
my bro is still following her.
she bangs her room's door once she reach home,
and i dont care at all.

everything goes on normal after couple hour.
i wonder what was happen just now.
-___________-'''''''''

* Kareen's birthday celebration in advance *

happy birthday to our birthday gal - Kareen.
we celebrate with her in advance as her birthday is fall on 2ml.
so, we decided to celebrate on today.

a not-so surprise's surprise for her,
*usually our team do the same thing so that is why no surprise for each of us* LOL
truly hope that she likes the pressie which we gave and the bear too.

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mum came down to pg with Hugo,
she said 2ml is "Guan Im's birthday" so she would like to come "Guan Im Teng" for praying.
i went to meet her after class where it starts to rain heavily.
my jeans were wet and my shoes were soak in the water too.=(
i told my mum that rain drop cos of her as she did not been to here for ages.
*hahahhahahahahahaha*

* Happy April fool *

Happy April fool everyone.




dont get fool by anyone ya. =)