* Wesak Day *

km zai drop me at pacific after i finish my work,
i have to rush back to sp as i need to rush back for dinner tonight.
while waiting jivan to come and fetch me,
we sit in the car and talked a lot.

only realized he looked through my reaction and expression on that night,
am i that weak on that night?
i dont know. :(
but one thing i very sure is,
the night i went off,
i left the feeling at behind.
i do miss it but i dont wish to go back anymore.
this is my promise.

i dont deny that im still having the senses,
but i do admit that i already letting go these past.