* new year eve *

came to work today,
and nothing much special happen.
just i forgotten when i accept and email on 28th and i did not did it. =(

went home after work,
HE came and fetch me, ^^b
we went for dinner and HE said not going to countdown tonight.
i knew i was weak but yet when i saw everyone is going i feel like going too.
but at last i did not go for it. =(
i dropped HIM back home and i drive back to sp.
i went to find mummy as she is working right now.
so happy that i was still able to countdown with the oldies though i was in sp.

...```~ happy new year 2010 ~```...

p/s: say goodbye to 2009 and hello 2010! =)

* falling sick day 2 *

oh, my dear.
feeling much more better after having me fewer medicine.
able to move as normal but still do feel weak.
HE brought me for lunch and we went to QB for looking for fruits.
HE decide to watch movie and yes we did.
i dont really enjoy the movie as i was too tired to watch it,
and i dont really in mood to do so.
after the movie straight away went back home.
i guess i need some sleep right now.
tomorrow gonna work again..
haiz... =(
HE promised me to stay with me for another night to take care of me.
awwww ~~~ *touched*

* falling sick day 1*

aww ~~
vomit during midnight.
i felt so suffering and not able to sleep well.
i was so cold at night and grab a jacket to sleep after that.
HE brought me to clinic to seel doctor in the morning,
feeling so weak to stand or walk.
after that HE went to work as he need to rush to Ipoh to meet his client.
i was not able to eat or drink as what i ever i try to eat feel like vomit,
i has no appetite. =(

sleep whole day @home with the blanket on,
without switching on the fan.
my back was damn painful and i keep rolling myself on the bed.
HE came back to buy me dinner and HE found out i'm in high fewer.
and the worst thing is the doctor gave me the wrong medicine!!
the doctor gave me - gastric, cough, flu & sore throat.
there is no paracetomol at all ~!! gosh ~
HE brought me to panel clinic once again,
and HE scolded them on the spot.
the doctor was shocked and instantly gave another day of MC for me.

HE took care of me and keep on eye on me.
i feel the warm from HIM.
i'm too tired to talk,
good night.

* happy 21st birthday to me *

okay, is my birthday today.
so everything i said,
everything i did,
is up all to me as this is my big big big big big day! =D
went back home after work,
prepare myself to go out with HIM.
HE bought us movie ticket,
and before that, we went for dinner first. =p
went to sakae sushi today.

then we went to watch avatar together,
this movie was AWESOME ~!!!
thumbs up ^^b
and time flies ~
is time to say goodbye to 28 december 2009,
and now i'm officially 21st years old. ^^
the mature look of mine. =)

* goodbye *

woke up quite early these days,
dont know why but auto woke up at 7sth am.
waiting for mr.yan to wake up and go for lunch.
went to fetch him for lunch @ 老房子
then went to jetty to buy tambun biscuit for km zai & huat.
feel so guilty when i heard km wasted his bus ticket due to he not able to back to pg.
because of me, he wasted the money.
so i plan to buy him some food stuff. =)
brought yan to several places but the shop was close.
-_______-''''
so we decided to wait tommy @ qb.
tommy told us he will come and fetch yan back around 3sth pm,
but 5pm he only turns up. =X
we had dinner @ Max,
and after watch a Batman live show,
we said goodbye to each other and i went back home.

stayed at home like a good girls do,
when the clock strike 12am,
messages keep coming and HE calls me.
so sorry that i was too tired to reply.
thus everyone,

good night and happy birthday to me. =)

* E&O dinner *

went to watch sherlock holmes with yang, zhen jie, yang's fren, yan & i.
plan to watch avatar at first but i refuse as HE told to bring me for movie on monday. =p
then i was looking for a present for kenny.
then we walked around qb and they were following us.
after picking up the present,
i was rushed to E&O hotel for dinner.

the foodszzz..

the viewszzz...

love the environment so much,
rm108 per pax and there is free flow of red & white wine to be served.
having a great dinner and talk with them.
awwww ~~ my stomach was full of oyster ..
woohooo ~~ ^^
i'm happy today =D

* dead fish *

i'm like a dead fish after the party,
today is christmas and i have to go to work,
to my earn my $$.. =(
i was so so so tired and i nearly fall asleep though i was watching drama in the office.
i keep yawning and sleepy.
and the damn phone calls keep ringing ~!!
aiks ~ >=(
went to take a nap after i reached home.
totally like a dead bosy which lie one the bed,
while waiting for yan to come and fetch me for dinner.
when i woke already 8pm.
huat came and fetch me to yan's house as yan's car was break down.
then we went to gurney for dinner @ breeks.



fooling around @ gurney basement.
plan to have movie but the showing time was too long to wait,
and -toot- signal d. =(
so we went home after that.

happy to hang out with you guys,
left you, km zai ~

* my Christmas + 21st birthday celebration 2009 *

taadaah ~
finally, finally, finally,
let's the party begin. =)

came back from work at 4.30pm today,
once go back from office,
gotta pick up some stuff and arrange it.
Yang promised to reach here around 3sth pm,
however he has not yet turn up when 5pm. =(
strong girl like me carried 10 tables & 60 chairs from above to the basement.
arrrghhh ~~ tiring!!
the first person who came to help and my party was - kenny!
he helped me to set up some of the things,
and sooner ppl are coming towards.

people getting more after 8pm.
so sad that there is limited tables for dining purpose.
sucks management for charging me rm150 for the tables and chairs!
grrrrrrr... >=(
everything going very smoothly,
i tried to entertain every0ne whoever came as possible.
and is time for the cake cutting ceremony,
and that is the time HE pass me a bouquet of flower.
awwww ~ is touched and stunned and wonder what to say ~ =p
soon,
sigina yan yan reached with a full cream cake on hand.
aiks.. i knew i can't runever from splashing cake ceremony, i guess.
and of cz,
my whole face was full of whipping cream!!!
i screamed so loudly and run over the hall to chase them.
hahahahahaha.. i guess today i run the fastest in my life.
after fooling around,
and is time for us to clean up the mess.
buddies like lin cheong, HIM, yan yan and etc were help to clean up,
and manage to let me clean up myself.

after finish the cleaning process,
and is time for the gift exchange.
at first we wanted to go heritage for 2nd round,
but everyone seems so unwilling to,
and so do i.
so we decided to have gift exchange @ my house.
everyone is happy with that and finally,
the party was end. =D
i was so exhausted yet happy.
feel so touch and happy for those wishes and pressie,
and of course for those who attend for my party.
really enjoy the night and having funs with them all.
the only thing i wish is have more time,
for me to chat with them.

thank u guys,
thank u for the wishes,
thank u for the present,
thank u for the surprises,
thank u for the cream cake,
thank u for your attendance,
thanks u for the everything you give.
thank YOU.

at last,

THANK YOU ~!! =)

p/s: i do have a wonderful 21st birthday & christmas celebration this year! =)

* Just around the corner! *

pheeeew ~~
today was 23rd of December 2009,
and tomorrow will be my party event ~!!
kinda of nervous yet excited feeling inside.

and the most important thing is,
i haven't buy the gift for exchange yet!
i set the rules and is my party but i did nothing yet.
*cham* -______-''''
went to buy some party stuff and snacks with yang just now.
and of cz i bought the gift already.
*hiak hiak hiak*
duno who is gonna to take it.
hope i am not the one cheeky to do this stuff. LOL..

hate hate hate hate...
dont even ask me what i need ~
tired of YOU!!!!

* 汤圆 *

lovely tangyuan made by my aunt.
mmmmmm... nice! =)
i do love sweet dessert,
and do you notice that,
there is 20 tangyuan inside [ coincidence ]
which means i am 20 years old so i ate 20 tang yuan only.
hehehehe...

yang promised to fetch me to buy cake tonight,
but he is late. =(
but at last we still able to order my cake in time.
phew ~ * relieve*
this few days bit depressed regarding my party's preparation.
where are YOU when i needed you the most?!!!!
*hmp*

* OMG ~ *

omg
omg
omg
omg
omg

i forgotten about my cake!!!!

help!!
help!!
help!!
help!!
help!!

Maxim?
Secret recipe?
King's bakery?
Jenny cake house?
Swen's homemade cake?

* Hadyai Trip 2 *

went to have bak kut teh as breakfast @ local restaurant again,
and the tauke very lansi!!
i dont know how to speak thai,
and wish to order from him,
he did not choi me at all,
then i asked my mum for help.
then he only starts to say " 叫你坐下了嘛!” { in cantonese }
what the heck....!!!
he knew how to speak canton but still keep quiet at there,
zzzzzz....

after our breakfast,
went to talosok for marketing,
but today full of people,
we buy ntg at there,
but only pineapples.
hahahahahaha..
after that we went for Thai massage after check out from the hotel,
what a lovely massage treatment,
and this is what i most loved and what i must have when i came to Hadyai! =)
after massage & lunch,
we started to go home.
we were stucked @ sadao border since 4pm onwards,
and we reached M'sia border was already 9pm..
can you imagine we tooked for almost 5 hours time to pass through a 4-5km distance?
and this is what we called Malay-sia boleh!!!
our car were out of fuel and all of us were so worry about it,
samo got chi-ko keep whistle beside our car when my parents went down to toilet.
{as our car's window were slide down cz we switch off the aircond - no fuel -__-'' }
i keep praying in my heart,
but luckily we went through it.
thank GOD. ^^

after having dinner and took bath at home,
i started to packed my things and ready to go back to pg.
when i reached home already almost 12am.
ohh.......
i feeling so tired now.
2ml gotta work again...
sian ah ~~~ =(

today's shopping list:
1 pyjamas + 1 blouse + snacksssss =D

* Hadyai day 1 *

so happy as finally found a christmas tree for my party ~!!
with the decoration included.
wuhoooo ~~ =)

packed up my things and depart from my house after breakfast,
then start our journey to - Hadyai...
the very first time i did not sleep in car,
because my mum wants me to memorize the road to hadyai town.. =S
a lot of people went to hadyai today,
all the hotels were FULL!!!
so we decided to go home after one day shop @ hadyai.
very lucky we met 5ku cheong there,
he booked extra 2 rooms and just enough for my family & uncle wong's family. ^^
after checking in to the hotel room,
then we start our shopping-trip @ central, odean n etc...
and this is what we called - fate
met up taiku there,
met up 5ku there,
and heard victor was there too!!!
-_______-''' so coincidence...

at night,
we did went for local restaurant for my favourite tomyam meal...
although is hot & spicy,
but i do love it! =D
keep shopping and bargain for prices along the street.

today's shopping list:
4 blouses + 1 shoe

*wink wink*
muahahahahahaha... xD

* is time to holiday ~!! =) *

is public holiday,
and i have no work today ~
but i still woke up @ 7.42am..
-_______-''''
woke up in the morning and went for dim sum with febryne & shawn,
a lovely breakfast and great talk within these 2 hours.
we did talked a lot about ourselves,
and of cz we did talk about the work stuff.. =.='''
feel so comfortable when going with them,
as no pressure at all as we keep jokes around.
went to watch " The princess and the Frog " with galdys, her 2 cousins, shawn & febryne.


i love the way we keep teasing each other...
hahahahahahahhahaha..
it really makes me laugh...!! =D
after movie went for a drink @ border, starbucks coffee.
aha! bought up the mini-cup for only rm6 ~~
so happy..
wish to buy another 1 for kulut but galdys wish to buy 3 of it.
window shopping & crapping around with them,
and did a lot of interest sharing with Febryne.
they dropped me home after that.
so i started to pack my things and ready to go home.

yan came to sp and find me & li choong for dinner.
i knew if i miss out this dinner i have no time to meet him for this trip as 2ml i will be going to hadyai...
we went to korean bbq for dinner.
all of us were full ~
so happy that he was back tonight. =)

met up nam ting after dinner,
a long time no see best bud i ever had.
i wonder why we had unlimited of gossips & topics to share.. xD
set our venue @ old town coffee { again! }
and keep crap about each of us.
i told nam ting about HIM.
nam ting keep convinced me not to do so.
hmmmm...
i duno..
let it be and everything wil be fine i guess?
muacks ~
love you, namting ! ^^
catch up with u next week on 24th night,
bring along your ben ,
will see ya that time.. =)

* already gone *

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

* 地中海貧血 *

anyone heard about Thalassemia before?
or maybe you heard about 地中海貧血?
yes,
you are right!

what the fuck !!!
how come i can get Thalassemia?
aiks...
for further information,
kindly do visit to this link which given.
http://web2.tmu.edu.tw/b108091013/%E5%9C%B0%E4%B8%AD.htm
https://health.google.com/health/ref/Thalassemia

okay,
my dad gave me this. *sigh*
it was inherited.
i knew it was not a big deal,
but can you imagine,
when your mum calls,
and the very first thing she told you was
" don't ever go and donate blood anymore!"
of course i was curious and asked "why?"
she told me i had Thalassemia.
okay, great!
i google it and find the definition.
*sigh*
where are YOU my dear?
do YOU ever know i was so dilemma now?
can YOU come and find me now?
i need YOU right now!!!

if i was serious in Thalessemia,
i left not much days,
but at least let me pass my 21st christmas + birthday celebration,
can i?

* where are you? *

where are you?

where are you now?

* i'm listening, i'm waiting *

i'm listening....

-to what people said
-to what she said
-to what he said

i'm waiting.....
-for his response
-for her response
-for an answer

thanks for being my listener, glad to have you guys

* 我以为*

我以为，
别人说的话我可以不介意。
他们说的是与非都不会影响我。

我以为，
我可以忍着痛。
原来我不可以。
那感觉就像是慢慢把盐少许的撒在你的伤口，
哪一种痛真的很难受。

我以为，
我可以潇洒的，
没有了就可以当着不在乎。
可是偏偏要不在乎的时候就会在意。

我以为，
我可以得到我要的生活，
不需要像以前一样，
可是现在的事实好像不是我想象中的。

我以为，
我可以不再乱猜测，
只要相信什么都可以。
原来谣言和消息真的会让人动摇。

* college + ing *

went for blood test in the early in the morning,
and then accompany my mum & lee siem auntie to UTC market.
then we went to uncle wong's house to learn how to make kerabu.
wahahahaha..
the reason that mum make it failed as she miss out some of the ingredient.
so, this is why i am here for today...
*wink wink*

after rushing from here to there,
i packed my things and prepare to go back to pg.
gonna fetch shawn to college for enquiry.
yang accompany us to go too.
but he has been neglected. LOL!

today i felt so happy cos HE always be there for me.
maybe i shall believe HIM more and treat HIM the way i should.
i love YOU.

* yam steamboat *

went to eat yam steamboat with uncle wong's family & lee siem aunty & mummy @ b'worth.
drove mum all the way to appollo.
then having dinner at there.
the soup - thumbs up!
but the price..
errr... errr.... errr...
bit expensive lo...
but they had provided us the dish such as abalone and etc.. =P

after dinner,
i went to find HIM.
and visit HIS mum.
HIS mum really do looks pale.
hope she can get well soon.

* christmas celebration in advanced *

having dinner @ gasoline.
i was late yet still manage to get in time.
having gift exchange with each other,
and very coincidence,
lee & KC bought the same gifts.
hahahaha...



and that's my meal - sandwich & big jar of longan drink! =D
love it!
but seems TY and simon them not really happy with the services & foods.
hmmm.
but at last we did finish the gift exchange and the dinner.


tada - latest me - 肥妹
i got kenny's gift..
it was so nice!
samo got choclaires one..
hahahahhaha...

* house-talk *

the longest conversation that i had between michael and i...
we talked bout the future,
and talked bout studies.
and etc.

i called mooi leng tonight and talk bout our plan.
not sure we can work it out or not.
as we tried to do it very hard in previously but there is no return.
maybe we shall a better solution?
who knows?

* love happens*

"when life give you lemons, you make lemonade."

a very meaningful sentence for me.
showing this world aint going to end if we think positively.

"if there is a will, there is a way"

love happens- this movie really brings lots of moral to me.
we shall walk out from the unwanted pass,
and see towards to tomorrow.
like what ryan said: " we see the same things everyday, but from different angle found differences"
HE sits beside me,
watching the movie with me together,
i felt i shall feel glad as we're still being together.

i love YOU.
i love you.
i love myself.

* baby night *

HE accompany tonight,
HE went to gym to work out just now.
we did not go to anywhere but home.
enjoying the movie or drama i can said.
simple life built out simple ❤

i learned a theory from 单无双,
<有时会害怕不是因为别人给你的威胁性，是因为对自己没有信心。有时候别那么执着，放开自我会让自己更好过。>
but i did jealous about her..
i duno why,
but i'm trying ~

* miss-out gathering *

as per our plan,
we should go for gathering tonight.
but we did not.
as i was too tired and chendy was went out with her parents till 10pm ++
haiz..
miss out the chance again.. ="(
feeling not really well today since morning,
felt cold all the time,
very uncomfortable feeling..
haiz...

fewer + sore throat + etc sickness
please leave me ~~~!!!

* PC fair day 2*

yeah ~ today is the last day of PC fair le..
hahahahaha...
finally ~~
i guess i sold out around 8 lappie ~
hahahaha...
again, ppl saying me snatch his business ...
sien...

met up albert today..
after fair we went for supper..
and went back home almost 1am..
damn..
im so sleepy and tired...
2ml gotta work again... aiks..

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today you really make me mad...
you keep go near me...
you keep stick with me..
you feel fun when people say about you and me..
you feel happy when people say that im your gf..
you did not realise..
you did not know..
but i do..

did you think bout him..
because of me..
you scare i avoid you..
so you start a childish joke.
did you know how childish you were?
you never thought about HIM.
you are so selfish...

i knew you were good.
maybe i need time?
i dont know.

* PC fair day 1*

working at pc fair today..
my leg going to break already..
i had stand for more than 10 hours ++...
today i only sold 4 lappies...
haiz..
i set a target for myself was at least 5 units..
but i did not.
what to do wo?
but i still the top sales of the day.. ^^
samo got people saying me snatch his sales.
guess what?
this will be the last fair will work with him...
as i thought,
though you said you dont mind/joking,
but you did thought of this.

lady gaga ~
as i told you before.
if i heard this...
then you will shown in the blog..

tada... he is the one..
lalalalalalala ~~



guess who??
muahahahaha... xD
keep saying about my hair..
keep promote it...
padan muka mia orang ~

* half day leave *

took half day leave to go back hometown,
to accompany my dearest mummy...
as i knew she miss me..
muahahahahahaha xD

duno how's yang d?
he is working today @ pc fair..
dont really know whether got sales or not.
but he told me that he sold none.
hmmm...
hope 2ml i can get some sales but not 0!!

* QB + ing *

..: 5 pieces clotes :..

went to QB after dinner with yang..
went to buy choong's present as his birthday will fall on 2ml..
and the happiest thing is..
i went to buy door gift's accessories,
such as the bag, the candy, the gift and so on...
i love the packaging..
i love the design..
i love christmas...

counting to chrsitmas eve is 20 days..
cant wait... woohoo ~~~

* it's too late to apologize MR. BAD GUY *

some one apologize to me..
who fetched me..
then keep saying sorry to me along the pathway ~
and of course,
i forgive him...
MR.BAD GUY
he said he was emotion yesterday and said such words.
LOL~!

went to training today,
as coming weekend will work for PC fair..
i need sales ~~
anyone interested in laptop?
please contact me ~~
went to watch new moon today with HIM.
not bad ma..
was not that bad as we heard from others,
what i can said is,
if you did not watch the first episode of Twilight,
then you will judge this as a bad movie.

* irritating message *

you tell her, she treat as what? izit friens lidat? yesterday said good fren, now lidat. she said wan lunch, beh hu then angry , then nvm. she pakat with **, then i say " yy, happy d? hahaha" lidat she oso angry. they got feeling i dont have? i samo need to tam bek them like a dog? am i piss off. both of them oso same eh. what can i do? zzzz

an irritating message that i read.
the message was not sent to me,
but i read it.
okie,
if u r piss+ ing me off,
then i shall let u noe.

H.E.L.L.O ~~~
pls make ur mind & brain clear,
am i the only who angry u 1st ha ~
am i the one who only plan to kid with u ha ~
she purposely angry u then u came and ask me "yy, happy d?"
then i angry u did u go and ask her " **, happy d?"
yesterday i just ignore you as i lazy to explain to you.
if she can angry with u , y cant i?
sorry if u think she is better than me then go ahead pls ~
no one stopping you.

best friend is wat huh?
if u thought im not then no need then.
as HE is good to you.
whatever ~ i dont care!

* yang 5 min cutting hair's plan *

i follow yang go for lunch today,
he said he wanted to cut his hair and find pong.
after the commitment as we set,
yang was allow to cut his hair in 5 mins time.
LOL!
then after cutting his hair,
we went to have lunch @ anson road there.
lovely nasi lemak & pancake.
yummy ^^
as we can see through the clock,
i'm late o work.
but yang insist to find pong b4 dropping me back.. >.<'''
so we did find pong at last..

very funny thing is,
elyn 4ward me a message,
and yang was so curious,
elyn & i were plan to hide it from yang as we knew he will felt curious bout tht.
hahahahahaha...
i did not think much or further i can said after went back to work.
but he did.

okie, anything ~
watever u wrote in the msn i just ignore it.
as im not the only person did this.
lalalalalala ~